nanaffairs'

2011-12-23T04:47:00.000+08:00

Korean BBQ Buffet at Hua Kai Yuan (花开园) - Located at Bugis

This is the first time I 'd patronised a restaurant with those deal vouchers bought online. First and might be the last. I'd heard far too many awful remarks about their services. I'm not boycotting all of them, just plainly those who gave fucked up attitude and services. Frankly speaking, if you weren't happy with customers paying such a low prices for your services AND that you might think that you were making big-time losses, fuck off then. Why on earth collaborate with the deals website in the first place? I understand that they earned a commission too but it is your choice after all, isn't it?

Back to the topic..

My dearest J bought 3 vouchers from deal.com.sg. Kind of an excited cos BBQ steamboats are one of my favourite! What a disappointment when we reached there! It was full..yeah I mean the restaurant were fully seated, which means no more seats available for the pool of hungry customers at their doorsteps-with vouchers. Oh! By the way, I'm not trying to rave on how well-received this restaurant is.. please just read on..

NOTE: It was stated specifically clear on the deal website that NO RESERVATION IS NEEDED for this particular deal.

I was about to continue..

Since there weren't any seats to accommodate us, we left and decided to come back again another day.

On the 21st, Dearest J made a call to the restaurant to confirm if any reservation is needed or just a walk-in will do. Surprisingly, the man-in-charge spoke rudely and impatiently, "first come first serve".

Fine... We then planned to reach as early as 5pm so that we could get ourselves a seat in case there were again any unforeseen circumstances. The voucher was with my Dearest J but she could only reached at 6pm due to her work. So we suggested that Jasmine would go over to the restaurant first. Guess what! The same man-in-charge forbid my friend to enter and told her off in a coarsely rude manner to wait outside till we arrived since she hadn't got the voucher with her yet. WTF?

SO ARE YOU TRYING TO MEAN THAT YOU COULD ONLY SERVE CUSTOMERS WITH VOUCHERS? WHAT ABOUT THOSE WHO PLAINLY PATRONIZES THE RESTAURANT NOT BECAUSE OF THOSE VOUCHERS THAT THEY'VE BOUGHT?

I SEE. NO VOUCHERS=NO ENTRY.

Ohh.. Got it..

If not, what the hell is with the refused entry? EVEN though, I mean EVEN though, we may or MIGHT FORGET to bring the vouchers ... CANT we afford to pay then? Hello!!!

Apparently I wasn't there. Not yet. I should have been there, seriously. Poor Jasmine just waited outside for our arrival.

It was like finally. Dearest J had arrived timely at 6. Putting aside all those "unhappiness dispute", we made our way in after Dearest J passed the person-in-charge the vouchers.

The food selections were quite limited. NO DESSERT, NO FRUITS NO ICE-CREAM. Still I've to be honest, there were quite a few dishes that suit my taste bud-to satisfy for my spicy craving. Little did I know there was a price to pay.

We, 3 ladies were happily having our steamboat for approximately two hours plus.. as queues began forming outside the restaurant.

The table that we were seated at is meant to serve for large group for like roughly 8 people. Before we arrived, there was already a couple seated by, not long after we were being "assigned" by the man-in-charge to sit next to them- which means a total of 5 people sitting on a table which could actually accommodate eight! Well, that when the trouble brewed!

There was a large group of customers waiting to be seated. Sadly, there weren't any seats available for them as the only large table was the one we were sitting by. Hence, they continued waiting and waiting for like almost an hour. Hey, it isn't our fault, is it? Is there such a rule that states that there were a time limit for eating steamboat. There might be.. in some other restaurants, but definitely not stated for this! SO, is it our fault for eating for hours and "terrorizing" the long table? Just a reminder that it was the man-in-charge who "assigned" the seats to us. WHICH IN TERM MEANS THAT HERE LIES THE FAULT WITH YOUR MANAGEMENT.

That's when the man-in-charge started to stare at us as though he were thinking in mind when the hell we were to finish eating and leave. Well don't ask me how I could read his mind as it was obviously written all over his face. I don't really mean literally in words but the expression on this face says all. Action still speaks louder than words. Dearest J would like to have some straw mushrooms but the stock over the counter weren't regularly replenished so Dearest J kindly told the waiter if he could get some from the kitchen to replenish the straw mushrooms. The waiter replied politely that he would go check with the kitchen.

Just seconds later, after the man-in-charge saw that we'd spoken to the waiter, he followed him and whispered to him. Yes it is a whisper and I can't possibly made out what the hell he had said after all. But action still speaks the truth. After a couple of minute, the waiter walked back and claimed that there WEREN'T anymore straw mushrooms left.. We were convinced by their lies until...

The large group of the customers who were initially waiting outside for like what seemed ages had finally decided that they should sit apart- two different tables as it was getting late. It's like finally, finally they were using their brains. Yes, you might have some difficulty in planning to assigning seats to the customers THAT you put the five of us- the couple left quite soon which left the three of us at the large table. I guess you should learn how to wipe your ass for the shit you made, shouldn't you? Or do you have to be taught? Well, you could possible sort out some chairs or join some tables...ohh not to forget that the tables were designed to be attached to the ground- unmovable. Now that's sad. Design over practicality? Your choice. Backups for some spare foldable tables and chairs then! Really can't? Last approach that does not cost you a single dime. Suggest to them to sit in smaller groups separately or you could EVEN approach us in a kind manner and apologise for your poor management and suggest to assign us to another empty available smaller table. We don't even mind if you were to even initiate that, seriously! Where were your brains! Staring at us and using all kind of despicable methods to chase us away! Huge disgrace! Aren't you ashamed of yourself?

I had to continue what he had done after next..

So the large group decided to split and some sat by the table next to us..That's when the truth came to light. Large plates of straw mushrooms were served on their table. I THOUGHT THERE WEREN'T ANYMORE LEFT? I guess I don't have to go on ranting why..

It seems that what a childish method that the man-in-charge had used just to chase us away. Dearest J was so pissed off that she asked the waiter again for straw mushrooms. The waiter gave a guilty look and finally mouthed that he wasn't sure cos the kitchen says so. I was then thinking, was it the kitchen or the man-in-charge? Well he wouldn't have admit it anyway right? Deep down in our heart, we knew it. That's when the waited told the man-in-charge after like what seems ages, the waited took out a huge plate of straw mushrooms. Dearest J took them all and place in the steamboat, ate just a few and we left. *grinning

I have to end this post by ranting that I had a bad diarrhea IMMEDIATELY after the steamboat dinner. We had the steamboat for like 3 hours.. Yes, it was immediate and I'd had to run for the toilet. I remember cooking the chicken really well and long still the flesh inside were red. I thought it was because frozen chickens were like that and didn't really mind. It proved me otherwise. Bad diarrhea for 2 days. I thought it was only me cos I was like the only one who really ate the spicy middle wings. It turned out that Dearest J had a bad diarrhea later on. Just to confess, I didn't ate any other thing beside the steamboat for that particular day. Yeah this means it was the steamboat. *nodding head.

First and the last. I'll remember this outlet and never will we patronise them ever again!

花开园 (Hua Kai Yuan)

21 Tan Quee Lan Street #01-03

2011-09-29T01:51:00.007+08:00

Pouvez-vous résister à toutes ces douceurs!

Ohh I've having a sweet tooth now! Irresistible treats-craving from macaroons, cookies, chocolate truffles to cupcakes... Arghh!! Catching a damn-effing early flight the day after to Bangkok! Hopefully the places that we were visiting won't be affected by the merciless flood. Insanity! Exams 're round the corner and I'm not even prepared for it. Complacent about it eh! Praying hard for a *miracle. Have been going for regular gym workout this entire month. Schedule was still as packed till the mid of Nov! Counting down.. Laughs!

2011-08-10T00:57:00.040+08:00

続けろ。あきらめないで！ ^ o^

I'm so happy! Sound more exhilarated uh!*contemplating* Urm-hmm. Shh! That's a little secret. Would be really busy for the following months with the upcoming exams and tests. Struggling in between my studies and car lessons. My schedule has been fully packed all the way till the end of September! Gosh, I've to postpone my Bangkok trip to October, and I've quite a few papers to sit for during that month though. Disoriented and had been skipping lessons for a complete two weeks. Omg, I've been like overly indulged in shopping, leisure and entertainment. Not to mention, my form of leisure are swimming and mahjong, of course! Laughs. I find every seconds flying ahead of me while I'm idling away listlessly. Glad that I've found a tutor who could assist me in my POA and another to coach me in my most detestable subject, Science. Well, I guess I've to admit, I've actually been hopelessly hooked on those addictive Hong Kong drama serials too! Ohh I'm starting to miss Miko's crazy laughter!

I know I'm abit insane. I wanna adopt a schnauzer. I wanna try bungee jump, skinny dipping, underwater diving etc! Should I or should I not? I usually had many weird cravings right in the middle of the night. For instance, sudden craving for alcohol or an abrupt preference for certain kind of food, while this weird habit of mine usually acted up in the middle of an effing night. And I'm craving for durian moon-cakes naooooooo!

2011-08-05T08:58:00.003+08:00

I'd always dream of owning a full miniature DIY doll house. And I've came across this beautiful model from a particular website which I find it really interesting! But it seems quite complicated to complete it, might took around a week or plus. Sighs, I don't have the time to spend on these though. );

Look at those tiny little cute details! Plus the elegant Victorian-interior design. Simply irresistible!

(Source adapted from http://www.kawaiikoya.com/product/609)

2011-07-18T02:25:00.006+08:00

Cycling with love today from Sunplaza Park to Pasir Ris Beach and then back to fro. Enjoyed myself very much. It has been ages since I last cycled. Laughs. Appreciate love's effort for he seems to be very unwilling to initially! We had fun at the beach with the sands and sea. It was like I'm back to my childhood times. I should have brought along my swimsuit! The inviting sea seemingly kept tempting me to go for a skinny dipping. (forbid!) I don't wanna to be caught on Stomp either. Lol. Mean of love to kept teasing me! Oh, not to forget the sunburns that we've got aftermath. We were so tired that we slumber restlessly after we had our fills when we've got home. What a lazy Sunday!

2011-07-16T02:01:00.001+08:00

每当我笑了, 心却在狠狠的哭著...

I don't understand if this is fate or simply just close resemblance of two? You have no idea of how much I missed you. I missed every single thing about you, the way you make me smile, unconsciously. I used to think that hiding it in the deepest memory of mine would make me not to be reminded of you. I guess I'm wrong, utterly. To my realization, it only aggravates the scar. I know I've gotta face up to reality. I've resigned to it, in fact. No matter how much I put on a brave front, no matter how hard I tried to control those tears from falling uncontrollably, it will never bring you back, no more. Is it guilt or regrets? I can no longer differentiate it.

RN. You'll always be in my heart, no matter how far we might be apart from each other. I'll be happy, without you though.
I promised to stay strong.

PS: Thanks XW for being there to lend me a listening ear.

2011-07-15T04:35:00.008+08:00

What are the little things that brighten up your day?

Indescribable words, untold feelings and those ephemeral infatuation. It's unexplainable why the happiness and well-being of your love one will eventually brighten up your day, no matter how tough life may be. It was my love ones that kept me going on. Be it physically, emotionally or mentally. The smile on Mum's face, the laughter of my sister, those hysterical faces that Miko come up with just to liven the whole atmosphere. I could remember W.A and W.H trying to cheer me up when I'm down. It was like, I don't even need to speak a single word. Yet, they knew, whatever feeling that I'm going through. Perhaps it was clearly written on my face? Whatever it is, whenever I'm gonna break down, it was them who were there to pull me up. I'm not really good in expressing my feelings, I mean, literally in person. I think I could better off vent it all out, right here. All the feelings that were kept within me, is there any way to disperse them? There are times when I wanna drink and get myself dead drunk. Times when I wanna go back to my old footpaths. And those moment when you don't even need or would even consider any consequences and just do whatever you want. Hated the fact, still gotta accept it. As we grow older and mature, the more we would hesitate before doing anything. It was like the young, past, 'oh-so-whatever' attitude has long flown with the wind.

2011-07-08T08:42:00.006+08:00

加油, 加油, 加油!

I realised I've really changed alot, after that incident. And I'm enjoying the new changes.

2011-07-04T03:09:00.007+08:00

Pink and Roses are perfect match.

I've come up with this new barbie design. Sorry for the poor quality photos. This photo certainly doesn't justify how glittery and shimmery it was! I guess It wasn't really tough to complete it, with mere practice. I could recall that I really suck at doing manicure for myself initially but as time goes by with practice, I can't deny that I did actually improve, alot more than ever before. Lols! Though it doesn't really look as attractive than it really was, I really do adore this very much apart from all the other manicure designs that I've been coming up with every single week, without fail. I've been really engrossed in getting inspirations on sweet-looking manicure designs. Any recommendations?

Gratitude - Happy Birthday, Mum.

2011-06-23T04:39:00.017+08:00

Have you ever thought of being thankful for everything you had?
If so, who would it be? (re-edited)

Over time, there bound to be one or few people who would make an impact or an influence on our life. Likewise, I have been privileged to come across numerous who had influence me on the various aspects of my life, distinctively based on their characteristic, accomplishment and most importantly, values.

My respectable teachers who possess strong passion to deliver teaching inspired me by their intelligence and patience. I have also value upright political leaders like Mentor Lee for their outstanding contribution to the society and selfless philanthropists who dedicate their services and time to serve mankind, just to make the world a better place to be.

Of all people who I encountered in my life, the person whom I admire the most is my mum. Mum, of a petite frame, had a black and wavy hair of mid-length pixie style which contrasted her fair complexion. The dark ruly eyebrows and her pair of deep-set looking eyes with lustrous eyelashes were complement. The thin fine lines lying beside the edges of her eyes and those etched deeply on her broad forehead were clearly evidences for her aging years. Mum, who would inevitably hit her 50s in her upcoming birthday, still, never failed to be there for me.

I could hardly forget that dehydrated cracked lips of hers that forms an encouraging smile which always managed to motivate me whenever I am down. Mum, who is full of tenacity and strength that seems almost unbreakable, takes great deal in taking care of our each and every need. She may looks practically like any other ordinary housewives, but deep down from the bottom of my heart, I know, she is incomparable and irreplaceable. Mum, besides being really skillful in cooking, is also efficient in keeping our house spick and span. I am really amazed with her ability of managing to keep everything in the house almost immaculate. At times, I would suspect if she had any illness like Obsessive Compulsive Disorder as she adores cleanliness so much where any slightest sight of stains would really upset her.

Although my sister and I understood that Mum had done everything at the best interest of our heart. Yet, we cannot help but to agree, without any hesitation, that she could be really good at nagging at times, but once again, which Mother doesn’t?

My family were just like any average one, arguments and quarrels were unavoidable. Despite all the conflicts and heartbreaks, it only allows me to understand Mum even better one time after another. I was a delinquent youth in the past and I would never forget the journey I went through to overcome all these obstacles and finally managed to walk out of it. I could still recall the frown of hers which creased her face during those days when I am caught up by the law and was liable for my actions. Without the guidance and companionship of Mum throughout, I doubt I could be right here, right now, safe and sound and I could barely have the courage to imagine what would I turn out to be like, without Mum’s presence.

From then on, as far as I could, I vowed never to let her frown again.

(Originally by Nana dedicated to Mum)

Effective Guide to De-stress

2011-06-20T09:39:00.007+08:00

1) Humor.

Laughter is one of the best remedies as it brings down our levels of anxiety. If you see the effects of humor on our body, they are truely amazing! A good laugh decreases levels of stress hormones like cortisol and adrenaline and it causes endorphin levels to rise and strengthens our immune system. It increases the intake of oxygen, stimulates organs like heart, lungs and blood circulation. Laughter is also known to ease pain too. So read up some silly jokes and laugh out loud now!

2) Be Positive.

Don't dwell on negative thoughts too often and steer clear from negative people as they would influence your mind! Observe the way your mind wanders and refrain it from wandering off to negative sides which could then lead to undesirable consequences.

3) Take A Hot Bubble Bath.

Hot water helps loosens our muscles, relieves pain and naturally relaxes us. Try a salt scrub bath. It exfoliates our dead skins and actually helps our bodies to regulate over 325 enzymes and plays a role in helping us organize our muscle control and to eliminate harmful toxins.

4) Get Up Half An Hour Earlier.

By allowing ourselves a little more time in the morning, would allow us to have an extra time allowance to prepare so we need not need to rush thus this would help us to start our day with a good morning.

5) Exercise Regularly.

Do some simple deep breathing exercise. Learning to breathe deeply and properly has numerous health benefits besides reducing stress and tension in our daily life. Make this your sure-fire stress relief strategy a part of your daily routine and see how it helps you in maintaining a healthy body and a calm and clear mind. Beside these, endorphins that were created while we exercise would help us to feel happier, plus it also aid us in coping and fighting stress.

6) Cut Back On Caffeine.

Massive amounts of caffeine can increase stress. If you’re looking to balance your caffeine intake, opt for Black Tea or you could even switch to Chamomile or Green tea instead!

7) Indulge in your favourite hobby.

There is something that likely brings us joy. Make time for these outlets. These should help to uplift our mood. Write down what you love to do, and try committing to doing it at least once a week. Indulging in your favourite chocolate or snack would be a good idea as well.

8) Music.

Music can have a calming effect on our brain and physiology which benefit us if we're in physical pain or just trying to wind down before bed. Ballads and slow rocks are some of the great alternatives.

The Proposal

2011-06-20T04:13:00.003+08:00

I wanna be the girl in your dream, no one else. I yearn for the simple yet romantic proposal. I used to wonder from time to time, when the big day of mine would arrive. How would I react? Or in another words, what should my reaction be like? I would even picture, me and you together in our wedding suit, holding our solemnization in a church, somewhere off in Rome. In life, we have been searching high and low, for the other 'perfect' half, but how do we know who were our destined partner-to-be, would be? In this massive population, we managed to meet each another. Two of completely different character with no similarity in common could actually fall for each another. This is absurdly insane. With no absolute explanation. I know. It must be love. Don't doubt me. Have faith in me. Don't ask me why, cause I've no idea either. The only scene that I could ever recall when I met you for the first time.. was of me falling really deep into a dark pit. In the darkness, I saw you. I don't want any commitment and I don't need any words. Just hold me close, close enough for me to feel your heartbeat. If one day, I could no longer feel it, it would be the day that I could barely breathe and I would rather not then.

2011-06-15T03:33:00.001+08:00

If I walk, would you run?

If I stop, would you come?
If I ask you to stay, would you leave?

If I say you're the only one, would you believe me?

If I say that I'm lost, would you show me the way instead.

2011-05-25T00:21:00.005+08:00

"Dear God, please do remember your punctuations and do not forget to add a full stop behind all this misery."

God, please take me with you. I had enough. No words can hardly express what I've been going through yet I've never failed to put that smile on nicely and perfectly but that doesn't imply that everything is fine. It could only prove that I'm better at putting on a smile to mask the pain.

2011-04-07T13:00:00.001+08:00

NOTE: TOP 12 MISTAKES MAN MAKES WITH WOMAN

Making fun of her physical appearance.

Seriously don't, they may appear fine but you'll never know what they might be thinking of you on the inside. ( X X )

Overuse sarcasm.

It's one thing to joke, but it's another thing to speak it as a second language.

( X X )

Flirting with other girls.

It wouldn't make us want you even more, it would only make us drift further away from you instead.

( X X X )

Making promises that you can't keep.
Don't say it if you cant follow to it. Cause we take you seriously, remember that girls seldom forget little details.

( X X )

Denying things that are true.

If a girl confronts you about something, she knows the truth. So stop denying, as it would only agonize her even more. Grow some balls and be truthful.

( X X X )

Talking to her about your ex.

If you are saying nice stuffs, we assume you still like them.

If you're saying shit, we assume you'll do the same to us.

( X )

Asking why is she mad at you.
Say you were wrong and apologise, do not say you didn't do anything wrong.

If she is mad, you obviously did something.

( X X )

Going clubbing and drinking without your girlfriend.

No matter how much she trusts you , still she wouldn't feel secure. Least make an initiative to offer if she wanna join along.

( X )

Lie.

You'll get caught. Trust me. Don't ever at any circumstance try to keep a lie going with a girl. It will never work, and never will it.

( X X X )

Being too full of yourself or trying to show off.

This is not a gesture appreciated by most girls. It would only sounds like you're trying hard to impress them and that will certainly turn girls off. After all, girls still prefer humble guys.

( X X X )

Playing mind-games.

Waiting a few days to call her, showing up a little late to things or anything like that is only proving you are unreliable and a loser.

( X X X)

Badmouthing about her guy friends.

Even if they are more than friends, you are only making yourself look like you are scared of competitors, which to a woman would screams as “insecurity." Best to just keep your mouth shut when they are mentioned and focus on your game instead.

( X X )

Tips:

Be a gentleman.

Nothing beats more than this. ( + + + bonus )

Use correct grammar when texting her or talking to her.

If you don't then she will think that you aren't very intelligent.

Make sure you smell good.

Girls love it when you have cologne. The smell sometimes gets on their clothes and they'll always think of you. Also she will know when you are near because of your scent. ( + + bonus )

Last, have good posture!

It'll brings out your charm and confidence. (+ + + bonus )

BKK trip II

2011-04-06T01:35:00.011+08:00

Welcome To Bangkok, 31 March 2011.

Awesome! Shopping, shopping and shopping. Some of the tuk tuk drivers really suck to the max (money-sucker). Accommodation @ Twin Tower Hotel was pretty fine, but the travel agent from Singa tour was a great disappointment. They promised us a superior room and we're ended up with a standard room instead. We tried calling the agent, but he neither answer nor give us a call back. WTF. Beside these, they didn't even specify where to wait for the tour guide (airport transfer). Shan't elaborate more. Enjoyed ourselves, but our departure plane was delayed for an hour plus. Over with the holiday, it's time to concentrate on my studies now. ลาก่อนนะ.

2011-03-14T13:59:00.013+08:00

What would life be if we had no courage to attempt anything?

Behind my smile is a broken heart. Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. Look closely at me, and you'll see the person I am isn't me anymore. I may not tear, but it doesn't mean that my heart is not crying. I laugh it off so as to pretend that its not hurting me as bad as it is. I assure, you would never find another girl as strong as me. I promise I'll pick myself up and get on with it, do it all over again, only even better this time.

I find hope in the darkest of days, and focus on the brightest. No matter how hard things get in life, I would never stop assuring myself that everything gonna be alright. I'm trying hard to make things work out between us. I'm still trying, kept trying. Please don't let me down. We aren't talking about deals right now. I don't wanna compromise 'cause that's not what they called, love. Trust has to be earned, and should only come after the passage of time. So don't ask me why I aren't trusting you now. Remember that you've broken it one time after another, exactly like how you've done it to my heart. I've warn you before, of how fragile it is, and it seems like the outcome was yet the same. I'm gonna trust it to you once again, promise me that you'll handle it with care, this time round.

One & Only

2011-03-11T10:53:00.014+08:00

"If I were to give you the very last chance, would you promise to cherish it?"

Back from W&C's house. Pool dipping and had an early breakfast today before heading back for home. A heart to heart session with W and realised that we've changed and gone through so much ever since we known each another. It's just like whenever I'd any problem, I'd share with him! From happiness to woes. While we were reminiscing about all our happy times, it feels like unknowingly, time were flying past us very swiftly. We've all grown up. Our thinking have matured over years, to be precise 8 years and still counting. Out of a sudden, I misses Nelson Ong so much. Where were you when I needed you so much? When you used to be the one to share my joys and sorrows. You promised that you'll be out real soon. Why aren't you keeping to your words? Will we be the same when you're out? I do hope so. Sighs. It has been so long since I've saw him. Gonna visit him soon.

In life, friends come and go. Only the true ones stay. I'm glad to have my old clique with me till now. To those hi-byes, sometimes you gonna learn when to say goodbye. They have once played a little part in my life and add up to the fragments of my memories. Be it memorable or unforgettable, I still cherish every single of them (provided that I remember), 'cause these are parts of my lifetime experience. We learn and gain experience as long as we ages. It's parts and puzzles of life. Live life by not dwelling into mistakes you've once made, on the contrary, ruminate on how to ameliorate for the next time instead!

Classes @ British council were interesting and engaging. Ohmy, I haven't done my report yet! Science lectures were still as boring as ever, and so is English's.

Ohh! I can't wait to fly to Bangkok again at the end of this month!

Woohoo! Will update soon.

2011-02-23T01:12:00.005+08:00

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.

I may look fine on the outside, I may laugh and joke around, but who would ever truely understand what I am going through on the inside? I've tried, my utmost to not be reminded of you. Memories still linger. Lying awake and crying my heart out every night, so that nobody could see the tears. My heart can't stop reminding me we are through. I know that I need to be strong, strong enough to overcome this. There weren't any more words left to be spoken, between me and you. Still love him though, at least I've tried, but I think I'd rather have died. Dealing with the pain and heartbreak was never easy.

I am very much intrigued by the path my thoughts take as I reminisce about the happy times we had once shared. Sometimes I wonder what my life would be like if we've never met. I know it gonna hurt, but it doesn't use to hurt like how it used to anymore. All I ever want to do now is to go into a deep sleep and never wake up. How much I ever wish that everything was just a dream. It hurts terribly. Is there any cure for heartache? I miss the happy times we had together. It was simple but the sweetest. I longed for it, but at the same time my brain was telling me otherwise.

2011-02-21T07:00:00.007+08:00

Top ten signs of an abusive relationship.

1. He makes snide jokes at your expense.
“It went from unhealthy to pathological in such tiny increments that you accepted every little increment completely.”

2. The relationship is on the fast track.
He’s infatuated with you and is already talking commitment, but then slow down. He may be trying to lock up the relationship before you can see what he’s really about. Cos he knows you’re less likely to leave him after you get involved.

3. He forced you.
He may forcibly let you do something which you do not want to do. For example he might use his physical strength to prevent you from leaving the room or may even force you to have sexual intercourse.

4. You’re always making excuses for his behavior.

If you’re regularly trying to explain away his rude, violent or disrespectful behavior, you could be emotionally abused. “There's this wall of denial that we put up with when we’re in a relationship, and we all do it to some extent,” Sugg says. “But you shouldn’t have to explain away someone else behavior.”

5. You accommodate so that he doesn’t get upset.
His mood fluctuates every now and then. And he gets angry very fast and is generally very aggressive. At one moment he will make you feel on top of the world and in the next minute he would demoralize you and throw you in a trash can. “If you’re living in fear of upsetting him because he’ll blow up in your face, understand that eventually he’ll blow up on your face,” Dr. Gilda says.

6. He's addicted to drugs or alcohols.

Sometimes a person becomes violent when he is under the influence of drugs and began to hurt others too. Drugs and alcohol can create or further escalate an abusive relationship.

7. He doesn’t like your family or friends.
That’s Rule No. 1 in the Abusers Handbook.
When you have no one else to turn to, then he really has you under his thumb.

8. He keeps tabs on what you wear, where you go, who you call.
Does he often get jealous of you, your friends, your career and your success? Does he get jealous whenever you talk to your male friends? Does your boyfriend often accuse you of having an affair with others? Does he try to dominate you to the extent of controlling on deciding what you wear and how your hair style should be? Does he treat you as if you are inferior to him? All the attention is a way to reel you in so that you become dependent on his approval and fear of losing it. It's really suffocating. This is power and control, not love.

9. He gets in your face when you fight.
if he comes closer to you during an argument or follows you when you’re trying to walk away, “That’s a sign that he’s so frustrated, he could hit you at any moment,” Dr. Gilda says.

10. He raises his hand (or fist) in anger.
Even if he catches himself before he slaps you, who knows if next time he’ll have such self control?

There are no statistics about how often threats would led to homicide, but the following situations increase the odds that an abused woman might be killed by her partner:

    * He has a weapon and has threatened you with it before.
    * He’s threatened your children.
    * He’s unemployed.
    * He’s forced you to have sex.
    * He’s jealous and controls most of your daily activities.
    * He says if he can’t have you, nobody can.
    * He’s threatened or attempted suicide.
    * You believe he could kill you.

If any of these signs describe your relationship, start by talking to someone you trust, like your girlfriends or family. They have the distance to see red flags in your relationship that you might not.

Are You in an Abusive Relationship? Find out in this abusive relationship quiz.

(Adapted from http://www.lifescript.com/Life/Relationships/Wreckage/Are_You_in_an_Abusive_Relationship.aspx?)

2011-02-12T01:28:00.010+08:00

"哪怕周围再多人 , 感觉还是一个人. 每当我笑, 心却还是狠狠的哭著."
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Thy heart feels. Thy mouth speaks otherwise.

If only I was given another chance, I guess I'd still choose the same route.

It doesn't matter anymore. I'm not gonna care about all these unimportant stuffs for now.
I should focus on my studies instead. げんきだして！ (*^-^)

2011-01-31T09:46:00.009+08:00

So many things had happened recently. Struggling in-between sobs and tears. I'm tired, really tired. Things which I've kept persisted on in the past, I no longer do so. I've begun to doubt myself. I've started questioning myself, "Is it all worthwhile?". Family or Relationship? Indecisive. It takes both hands to clap. It doesn't help if I'm the only one trying hard to make a difference. I used to be one who is really determined after making my decision on anything. But why am I hesitating now? I'm sorry. I just can't help it, tears just kept falling down uncontrollably. Every corner reminds me of you. Our memories. It doesn't seem to fade away. I really don't know why and I don't wanna know why either. All I wanna do is to runaway, to leave this place and to go somewhere far. I'm seriously stress up. Should I trust my instinct or follow my heart? Sighs. The rain seems to understand what I'm going through. Thank to all who stood by me.

Chinese New Year's approaching soon. I've yet to buy my pink heels! I'm not done with my mani and pedi. I want to get a new haircut, a new hair color, go for hair rebonding and eyebrow embroidery. There is so much things that I have not done! I need to get my stationary and a new bag too. Gosh! I'm running out of time. By the way, I've already enrolled for my GE evening classes. Classes are scheduled to start on the 27 Feb. Ohmy! And yes, seriously, fuck the weather. It has been raining non-stop since the day before. According to the weather forecast, the rain will continue on and off till this weekend. No need bai nian le. Grr. I know I need to cheer up. Maybe shopping will be the best remedy? Haha. 加油, ナナ!

2011-01-25T17:14:00.012+08:00

"Past is what that created me and to mound me for a better future.".

I'm like finally done with my presentation. Next I've to move on with planning my schedule. I'm still deciding how to squeeze everything into my tiny little packed weekdays. I've subscribed to National Geographic magazine and I was wondering if I should subscribe Reader Digest or buy it on a monthly basis. New year is approaching, I am done with shopping for my New year's clothes, but I've yet bought my heels. Just got my paycheck, I've got to save up! I was also thinking whether I should open another savings account? UOB preferably.

God gave us a pair of eyes to see, a pair of ears to listen and only a heart to feel. If you learn to see things from a different perspective, you'll eventually realize that It was not as tough as you thought. From various point and angle of view, you'll then get to see a clearer picture of what's actually happening around you. Hence, don't be blinded by one spot. (: Ohh, I'll be taking my BTT on the 7th of February. Wish me luck. I've been thinking alot lately. There's alot of things that I've been doing, most of them, I've applied the wrong methods when handling them. For once, I sorted out my thinking. Maybe I shouldn't be too obstinate and try other alternatives instead? For instance, my relationship with Mum has deteriorated over years. It just doesn't seems to improve. I guess being a daughter, no matter what she has done in the past, still I've to forgive and let bygone by bygones. I should start learning to communicate with her. Maybe using a different approach would allow me to achieve a different or even better result. As age catches up, people do mature. Lets' strive hard together.

2011-01-25T04:01:00.008+08:00

Bangkok is truely a shopping paradise, bustle with streaming of traffics and activities.

Everything's really cheap and affordable, ranging from clothes, food to alcohol. Our 5 days itinerary includes vists to Wat Arun, Four-Face Buddha to numerous wholesales dealers.

I seriously miss Bangkok. Can't wait to fly back again. Saving up for March's trip to Korea and September's trip to Taipei. By the way, after giving due consideration for certain factors, I'm like finally enrolling for GE (Physic/Chem). Guess what? The evening classes are held @ Yio chu kang secondary. Ohmy, it seems like I could hardly break-free from that school. Fated huh! Followed by English preparatory course @ British Council and Accounts with a tutor. Hope it'll all benefit me in a longer run. Shall be retaking a few subjects for my Os this year. I resolute to work really hard, rather than idling away my time instead. Be it a pass or fail, I'm still gonna pursue my Diploma in Marketing Management and so on. Most probably in Kaplan? I was wondering if I should continue on working now. For I'm afraid that I would be distracted. I've got to learn to prioritize and be really determined.

2011-01-25T01:26:00.009+08:00

It had been ages since I've last blogged. I just don't know why. Maybe due to lack of inspiration? Have been really really busy with relatively all kind of stuffs for the past few months, be it school, work, holidays or et cetera. Just a brief account of whats going on few months back till now. Holiday trips to Genting and then Bangkok. And then I've got back my results, and it was just as expected. I was also working @ Automobile Megamart with Sgcarmart previously. Gained really new experiences and had quite a pleasant time working with the colleagues there. Probably going back there again after I'm done fixing my schedule. Time seems to flashed pass so quickly, that I could even hardly catch my breath. To be exact, it has been long that I actually slowed down my pace and recount for whatever shit that I'm doing now. I don't usually blog about my personal feelings and thoughts, I mean as in really personal. Life still has to go on, no matter how tough it gets. I've come from yet so far. I'm still alive, after going through countless of ordeals, hardships and tribulations. I've also understood, through all these, I was make to be stronger, ever than before. Trying my utmost to get over those psychological barriers and so on, nobody would ever truely understand. But it doesn't matter anymore, for I know I am who I am. It's an irreplaceable fact. And I'm really truely grateful for having all my true love ones.They are always there and always will be.

2010-09-22T22:18:00.006+08:00

我竟然没有掉头, 在最残忍那一刻

静静看着你走, 一点都不像我..

Deepest appreciation to all my love ones,

For all the care and concerns they have showered over me during these times.

For all the times when they stay by me and listen.

No words could barely express my gratitude towards them.
Chloe, Miko, Wei an, Wen hao, Liting.

I promise that I'll be strong. :)

2010-09-19T00:14:00.011+08:00

Happy 22th birthday, dearest!

with many loves.

Mum bought this watch for me. Elated*

Isn't this exclusive? ( ^ o^)

2010-08-30T20:20:00.017+08:00

Do you know what makes you special?

Let life be full of sorrows, woes, pain and joy.
It's all worthwhile with you by my side.
I shall not fear anymore, to brave through the greatest storms or the bittiest cold,
Cause I know you'll be there to walk me through. :)

2010-08-22T00:14:00.011+08:00

Martial Combat 7, 18 Aug

(Resort World Convention Center)


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2010-08-21T23:57:00.019+08:00

Your presence strengthens me...

Why do birds suddenly appear,

every time you are near?
Just like me, 
they longed to be close to you.

Why do stars fall down from the sky,
every time you walk by?
Just like me, 
they longed to be close to you.

On the day that you were born,
the angels got together,
and decided to create a dream come true.

So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.

That is why all the girls in town,
follow you all around.

Just like me, 
they longed to be close to you.
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2010-08-11T22:09:00.006+08:00

13 Aug 2010 - Star's appointment with the vet

18 Aug 2010 - Release of O level Chinese Result

24 Aug 2010 - O level English Oral Examination

30 Aug 2010^ - O level Prelim Exams

I've made an appt with Pets Mobile to fetch us,

on the day of Star's appt with the vet, to Namly Animal Clinic.

Hope everything goes well. ヾ(● ε ●)

2010-08-11T21:16:00.008+08:00

Never resign until your last breath is taken away.

-adapted from the movie "tekken"

2010-08-11T20:54:00.017+08:00

I need INSPIRATIONS.

At times when I looked back,
I realised that I've over estimated myself.
There is a lot of room for improvement.
The journey ahead may seems tough,
but still I'm not giving up.
Time seems to be running out on me,
major exams are round the corner.

To add on to my misery,

next week would be the release of my O'lvl Chinese result.

Nerve-wrecking indeed!

And I know that I've only got myself to blame,

for the disappointing result shall be the aftermath of idling away

instead of focusing on my weakest subjects.

Furthermore,

I've not been able to manage my time well.

Lacking of determination puts me at great disadvantage too.

In addition to my irregular attendance at school,

I'm seriously gonna miss out a whole lot!

2010-08-03T19:15:00.012+08:00

有时候,我还真的很希望时间能暂停..

Happy 1 year & 9 monthsary! ^ ▽ ^

Sorry for the times when we squabble over the slightest issue,

Forgive me for all the hurtful words which I've hurled at you..

At times,

I really do wish that I can freeze the time,

back to the moment when there was only me and you.

If I've to use a word to describe my love for you,

let it be “indescribable”.

If I were to choose between you and me,

I'll choose you.

Cos nothing matters more than you do.

If one day we've to part,

let me be the one who leaves first.

Cause I'll never wanna watch you leave..

I really wish that I could share with you every of my pain and joy.

No matter what obstacles we might met in future,

May we be able to overcome it together. ت

With uncountable loves,

なな

2010-07-28T22:16:00.006+08:00

我觉得以下这几首MV真的很动听，希望你们也会喜欢！

最美丽的第七天片尾曲…

7月15日 / 晴早微风

2010-07-15T06:05:00.007+08:00

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Facebook's getting more & more boring nowadays

with all those boring statuses lying around.

=,="

F.infuriated!

You always misinterpreted my kind intention.

You guarded against me as if I was an outsider.

You actually trusted an outsider

more than your own family members.

What's the world coming to?

You never see your flaws.

And do you know what?

Only losers run away from their problems.

I seriously think that we'd severe communication breakdown.

What's the use of apologizing,
when you hardly bother to make an effort to change?

I'm really tired of all these squabbles.
No matter what I've done,
you'll never understand.
I don't wanna care anymore.
I'm gonna wash my hands off you.
May God bless you.

7月12日 / 晴天

2010-07-12T21:49:00.001+08:00

Had our dinner @ Han's River w dearest after my medical appt. :)

And we dont know what the hell is that pinkish fruit,

Or how it actually even tasted like?

Dear claimed that it's awfully awful. :/

Home-cooked this for dinner!

Isn't it tempting? ^ ^

+ Black pepper wings + Bosch (ABC) Soup! :)

Yummy!

2010-07-11T02:10:00.006+08:00

How to know if you're a real vampire?

1. Do you have unusually pale skin? You don't have to be white to be pale. If yes then cook up one or two (depending on the size) medium rare steaks (the best way to do this) If, by the time you’re done enjoying the second one, you have a new pinkish color throughout your body that you haven’t had in a while, read no farther; you are a real vampire. Humans can’t digest blood let alone get color from it, real vampires do.

Have you ever been told by professionals that you’re lucky you survived an accident with only a few scratches or cuts?

Are you a naturally strong magic/energy user self-taught or self-realized?

As a kid, were you the strongest, smartest, or quickest kid in the class, and at around 16 years of age maybe all 3?

Did your dad disappear from your life while you were at a young age? (NOTE: 52% of vampires out of a large range of vampires have answered yes to this question.

Do people often tell you that you look very young for your age, or that they would have never guessed how old you are?

Are you extremely energetic at night but around the time the sun comes up become extremely tired?

Are you a slightly quicker healer than most, if not a much quicker healer?

Do you have an unusually high tolerance to alcohol and other poisons/toxins?

Do you tend to switch between very social and antisocial frequently?

Do you rarely get sick, or when you get sick does your body recovers quicker than most people

Are your six senses more enhanced than most other peoples, i.e. vision, hearing, touch, smell, taste, and intuition?

Do you have extremely good vision in the dark? How many times has some one said it’s too dark they can’t see while you were doing something like reading?

Do you tend to NOT be surprised or scared by the typical sudden loud noise in a movie or things like that because you sensed it coming?

Do you tend to react to things like catching a falling object or other normally unexpected things at an almost psychic speed? (As if you were expecting it to happen)?

Do you tend to get a high from human blood? When drinking someone’s blood do you tend to find yourself being able to do something that they could do (that you couldn't do) about 2 weeks after drinking it?

Are you sensitive to light or the heat from it? (Ranging from getting a bad headache from the glare to burning very easily.)

If, while your skin is white from lack of enough blood in you, do you bleed quite noticeably less than a person normally should, or more likely not bleed at all?

Are your nails clear like glass, yet very strong?

Is your bedroom the coldest and darkest room in the house?

A legitimate Vampire is able to safely digest more than 600% of the daily recommended amount of iron (RDA is 18mg. 600% of RDA is 108mg). This can be tested by use of iron pills bought at almost any nutrition store or grocery store.

How often do you look at the person that almost bumped (or bumped) into you and think "you idiot” or “people are so stupid" because they didn't know you were only a couple feet away from them, because you always know when someone is that close to you? (Which, when you think about it, you only know because you can sense when someone is that close to you).

Do you always feel a strong urge to travel?

How often does something smell so strong that you can literally taste it, whether it’s a good thing or a bad thing? (NOTE: When most people say it smells so strong that they can taste it they only say it as a figure of speech. And the people that agree with you when you say it rarely can taste it. Think I'm wrong? Ask them yourself!)

Can you hear a whisper from across a room?

Is there a dark colored ring around the iris (color part) of your eyes? All real vampires have this, however not everyone that has it is a real vampire.

Is there a noticeably different color surrounding the pupil? (Inner part of the color of your eyes.)

Do the words "come on outside, it's a nice bright sunny day, and there’s a lot of people out," seem more like a bad thing than a good thing to you, as opposed to the guy who said it to you, saying it with a big happy smile?

According to multiple news articles easily found online, older adults can’t hear this sound. So far I haven't found someone over 36 who is a non-vamp that can. Click to try to hear it. Warning: if you can hear it, it will be loud. (ALWAYS FOLLOW THE WARNINGS ON THIS WEBSITE) My reference: yahoo homepage/news 6-21-06.

Regardless of how normal you may consider yourself to be, do you tend to meet a lot of weird people that you quite often hit it off with relatively frequently? (Keep in mind, normal is just a politically correct term for people that have no creativity. And definitely is NOT something to be proud of calling yourself).

Do you have a predator instinct that is so strong that it makes most people seem to act more like herbivores than the omnivores they consider themselves to be?

Does sunlight/bright light in general hurt your eyes and head, in most cases to the point of a migraine? (But you can still go out in it).

Do electrical appliances generally tend to hate you?

Are your dreams often extremely vivid and sometimes result in cases of déjàvu?

Do people often find you very empathetic to how they feel?

Do people usually either trust you completely or not trust you at all?

When you will things to happen do they usually happen?

Does your mood have an obvious effect on the mood of others around you? Only count this if it happens to the people that can’t see you. (Especially on babies and animals like cats).

WOW, I responded yes to 28/38 !

Adapted from (http://vampirewebsite.net/howknowifavampire.html)

2010-07-08T09:13:00.003+08:00

Semi final:

Germany vs Spain.

0:1

What a disappointment!

Out goes Germany.

Final:

Netherlands vs Spain

Who'll emerge as the World Cup 2010 victor?

2010-07-07T19:56:00.013+08:00

Tolerance, Courage & Forgiveness.

In the practice of tolerance,

one's enemy is the best teacher.

- Delia Lama

A man of courage is also full of faith.
- Cicero

Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.
- Sean Ed

Love your enemy instead.
Forgive those who had let you down or done you wrong.
Hatred brings misery and agony.

On the contrary,
Forgiveness brings one true happiness.
Forgiving is to let go and to free oneself from pain.
It's easier to be said than done.

Personally,
I do forgive but I'll never forget. :)

2010-07-03T20:19:00.009+08:00

When they asked me what I loved most about life,
I smiled and said you.

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Happy 1 year & 8 months anniversary. :)

2010-06-29T19:05:00.007+08:00

♥ It is love that makes the impossible possible.
- Indian proverb

2010-06-27T12:30:00.029+08:00

I'm seriously not in a good mood right now!
I would like to highlight a few types of guys which I really detest!( * /\ * )
Won't they even take a good look @ themselves in the mirror? I'm not referring to their looks or appearance.
It was their actions and words that disgust me.
FLABBERGASTED!
They simply behave like a beast.
Those pathetic foreign workers from China,
those Singaporean guys who had extremely low self-esteem,
which they can't even resist from being desperate & looking like one.
Can't they stop acting like a complete fool?
I hope they'd do some soul-searching.
.... iBLACKLIST
A) Egotistical freaks who think highly of themselves
B) Desperate guys who was sexually/emotionally deprived
C) Scheming guys w pathetically low self-esteem
D) Childish guys who tried real hard to put on an impressive front Hence,
If you belong to any of the above-mentioned category,
kindly please f.off!
Cos I don't have the time to entertain you uh!

Monday's blues ):

2010-05-30T20:37:00.007+08:00

天气/心情: 半天星/ 沮丧

2010-05-29T23:46:00.011+08:00

Reflect back!
Cos sometimes it was all those sad memories that make you grow stronger! :)

Left my ipod touch @ dear's house. :/
Exhausted, not in the mood to revise anything now.
Don't know why either! Am I too stress up?
I've always been so confident,
and especially in the subject which I'm better at.
But I've been so demoralized instead! (〒 _ 〒)
Guess I've overestimated myself.

Counting down one more day to my O'level Chinese papers,
pray hard that I could perform well.. ( ・_ ・ヽ)

GENTLE REMINDER-TO-PXW:
I want my 18k gold customized name-plates w diamond!
MUAHAHAHA! (⌒ o ⌒)

My Top Ten Abhorrence's list

2010-05-25T17:11:00.024+08:00

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I'm so pissed off right now,
and I felt that there was intensely a need to rant it all out here!
怒って! オフ性交してください。 (`⌒ ' )

1) I hate it when someone wakes me up from my sleep! ):

P.S: Be considerate, won't you?
If you're f. not in a good mood, so am I.
That's your f. problem and not mine.
Hence, stop overthrowing all your angers onto others!
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2) I abominate arrogant guys who assume that they were good-looking.

P.S: LOL. If you're really one,
then you'll have no lack of admirers or suitors!
There isn't any need to keep blabbering about it.
Please fuck off. (¯ ∩ ¯ )
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3) I hate it when people are trying too hard to attract attention.

P.S: If I'm seriously in to you,
I would have flashed you a smile or something?
If I chose not to even glance at you,
get the hints, duh! =,="
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4) I loathe it most when you called someone,
they didn't pick up and they just reply you with a msg instead.

P.S: If you really can't pick up the phone,
at least be sincere and give a call back when you gets to your phone.
Do you need to be taught w these basic etiquette?!
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5) I hate it when someone's trying so hard to imitate you,
yet they still got the f.cheeks to deny?

P.S: Have some originality and be yourself.
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6) I can't tolerate girls who keep flirting around w many guys.

P.S: HUGE TURN-OFFS! Take a look @ yourself in the mirror.
Don't you have any self-respect? What a disgrace!

7) I hate it when a guy is trying hard to flirt w you,
assuming that you'll fall for him.

P.S: Be it or whatever so, sober up!
Do you really think that you've the charm?
ROFL, you're just simply making me feeling sick.
Pls acknowledge that I'd obviously ignored you and get your asses off! :)
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8) I detest guys who assumed that they understood me very well.

P.S: If you enjoy playing "mind" -games,
I'll jolly well take you on. (^ ▽ ^)
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9) I hate Singaporean sluts who enjoyed being a married guy's mistress.

P.S: Though it takes both hand to clap,
but why can't you go for an old ah-peh instead of destroying
other' people marriages?
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10) I just can't stand girls who keeps complaining about
not being able to meet a good guy/
having a boyfriend who treats them well etc.

P.S: Stop all those self-pity and criticizing of the other party,
reflect and change yourself for the better instead. :)
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I deduce that I've been very critical
and may be way too harsh with the words that I've used.
But it was irrefutable that the truths always hurt.
Hence if you're unhappy about it,
kindly refer back to no.1 line 3! (¯ ー ¯)

2010-05-20T12:30:00.011+08:00

Random post:

I fell in love w cherry blossom at the first sight of it!
Another term of sakura, (さくら/桜花). (^ ◇ ^ )♪

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Admire the elegance of the cherry blossom, won't you? 'ー'
Wouldn't it be sweet to spent a day under the cherry blossom tree!

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Define Love

2010-05-20T12:11:00.020+08:00

Love:

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Define love!
What's your definition of love?
I can't find any in my dictionary.

Definition of love from Wikipedia:
Love is any of a number of emotions related
to a sense of strong affection and attachment.

The word love can refer to
a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes,
ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction.

This diversity of uses and meanings,
combined with the complexity of the feelings involved,
makes love unusually difficult to consistently define,
even compared to other emotional states.

As an abstract concept,
Love usually refers to a deep,
ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person.

Even this limited conception of love,
however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings,
from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love
to the nonsexual emotional closeness of familial and platonic love[2]
to the profound oneness or devotion of religious love.[3]

Love in its various forms acts
as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and,
owing to its central psychological importance,
is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.

Some define love when one's willing to sacrifice for the another,
while others define it when one could wholeheartedly trust the other.
Personally, I find that it's so unexplainable.
Hence, it's undeniable that love is indefinable.

2010-05-03T00:28:00.002+08:00

I miss Chloe Lee and Amy Ng! :C

2010-05-03T00:23:00.003+08:00

Happy 1 year & 6 months anniversary!

Trust is all we need,
If there'aint any left,
there isn't any point for us to continue on anymore.

All the obstacles that we've gone through tgt,
be it ups or downs,
I just hope that things would work out for the better.
I'll be strong. :)

Thanks to every of my confidantes
who stood by me all these while without fail.

Even when thing goes wrong,
I'll never be afraid anymore. :D
Cos I knew that you guys will be always around to cheer me up.

I'm really thankful for having you guys by my side!
Deeply appreciated.

Signed off,
Nana

2010-04-08T19:57:00.002+08:00

(adapted from 梁静茹-可惜不是你)

这一刻突然觉得好熟悉
像昨天今天同时在放映
我这句语气原来好像你
不就是我们爱过的证据
差一点骗了自己骗了你
爱与被爱不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一种运气
但我无法完全交出自己

努力为你改变
却变不了预留的伏线
以为在你身边那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天已非常遥远
但闭上我双眼我还看得见

可惜不是你,陪我到最后

感谢那是你,牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

那一段我们曾心贴着心
我想我更有权利关心你
可能你已走进别人风景
多希望也有星光的投影
还能温暖我胸口
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2010-04-06T23:49:00.006+08:00

Happily listening to,

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Wei an is irritating me now on msn.
He keep flooding me, arghh!!!
Dumbass.

2010-03-24T20:12:00.002+08:00

Disorganized and unmotivated!
I just don't have the mood to commit to anything right now.
This shouldn't be going on,
It's nearing the mid-year and my major exams are round the corner.
Yet, I still can't settle down
to even revise my weakest subject or even being on-task.
I've been so carried away
with my social activities and retail therapy.

Completely in dazed,
and heading aimlessly towards nowhere.
I've tried planning my schedule but it seems that
I just can't possibly fork out any spare time
to even complete the even most diminutive task.
I was simply pushing everything to a later date,
finding excuses for myself for the umpteen times.
Abiding to all my emotions more than my willpower,
I know that I should have been more self-discipline
and had to made some serious consideration to
put all my words to actions instead.
Things ain't gonna get any better If I'd to
consistently letting my heart to get the better of me.
I need to set aside my emotions and looked up to my priorities.
Give me a compass. Tell me where I should be heading to next?
There are a lot of things that required my immediate attention,
From collecting my hamper from Teenage, completing my
chinese assignments, probing my ex-employer about my pay
issue to calling up my doc to make a change in my upcoming
appt plan and many more.
I wish I that I could disappear.

2010-03-09T20:01:00.001+08:00

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Delighted!
Dad bought me Haato's ice-cream(royal chocolate) as promised! :)
Btw, Haato is a unique brand of gelato
created from traditional recipes from Japan.
Arghh! I'm craving for more...

2010-03-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

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Scheduled packed for the week.
Today lessons ended @ 4plus,
was damn exhausted due to the humid weather we'd in Singapore.
And, I've finished reading the book "Behind the Closed Doors",
by Jenny Tomlin, in less than a day!
Abhorrence is the only word to summaries it.
I'm referring to the father of the author.
Unimaginable. It's so sick.
Why do such people actually exist?
This is a good book. Definitely worth reading!
Btw, it belonged to the non-fiction category.

Met up w Chloe & Cliques. :)
And she brought along her baby girl, Jovelle.
Jovelle was so adorable! ! (●◡●)

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Bought my favourite chocolate pie from The Icing Room.
It's really yummy!
Savoring till the last mouth!
Back to nana's criby w an empty stomach.

2010-03-07T02:37:00.007+08:00

(not implying to anyone, just a reflection)
Penitence.

I was bestowed with a pair of ears,
but I'm not making good use of it.

I realised a mistake which I've been making all this long.
I've never truely understood anyone around me, never before.
I've never even tried to, not to even mentioned my family members.
I treated every single person with cautious.
I thought I knew them inside out.
I was wrong, absolutely.

From the past till now,
I've never really treasure anybody around me.
I don't even bother to,
I can't even recall any memories
that I'd with all those who once played a part in my life.

Why is this so?
Is it that I've got short-term memory?
Or it is purely because I just f.care to do so?
I'd admit that I've never attempt to,
letting my emotions climbing all over me instead.

We've been too focused on ourselves,
when can we really replace the "I" to "You"?
Sometimes to truely understand one,
all that really takes was a peaceful heart.

Have we all been too self conscious,
that we tend to neglect everything around us?

We've been talking all along,
when is the last time when we stop and listen?
All that was truely need is a compassionate heart and a listening ear.

2010-03-02T22:19:00.003+08:00

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Happy 1 year & 4 months anniversary! (^●^)
I've made something for Dear.
Hope he'll like it! ☺

2010-02-28T22:22:00.014+08:00

It'd been so long since I've updated my blog.
Friday, was a long and tiring day! (• w • )
Outing to National Museum,
and the highlight of this trip is to view the "Quest to Immortality".
I was so busily taking a lot of photographs! (＾0 ＾)

Here are all the photos taken,
Enjoy! :)

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GRR!!!
one of my phone's button spoilt.
I think it's probably due to my carelessness,
I've dropped my phone umpteen times that I even lost count. =,="
I want buy blackberry storm II! Zzz.
Night-out @ East Coast-Resort.

Things' so unpredictable.
I've got another exacerbation of asthma again.
It's the third time consecutively admissions to CGH for the week.
Guess I've really gotta comply to my medication regularly.
I really abominate the sudden onset of my condition.
Sighs,
Gasping and struggling for oxygen. (•︿•)

Sorry for all the inconvenience and anxiety caused.
And thanks so much for all the concern!
I miss my dear, a-bit.

2010-02-14T00:55:00.001+08:00

A latest photo of my CUTE star. Kawaii-neh!

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Dear & I bake these chocolate chip cupcakes!
Actually, we intend to bake cookies.
Subsequently after so many trials and errors,
we ended up with cupcakes instead. :/

Anyway,
Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentine to all ! ~,~

2010-01-26T10:53:00.002+08:00

I've always been reaching for the acme of perfection,
My thoughts are wandering so far apart,
that they just don't seem to fit into the narrow confines of my day.
I know that I gotta accustom myself to all these changes.
But I'd really prefer to enjoy solitary for a moment.

Times that we had spend together,
doesn't it helps us to understand each another better instead?
I wish that everything could revert back to its old state.

Schedule is packed for the following week.
I'll be working for the upcoming event @ Expo.

2010-01-20T20:05:00.000+08:00

Go, go, go watch The Spy Next Door- by Jackie Chan.
It's damn hilarious and sort of touching!
Yay, 5 thumbs up!

Currently, doing my essays and maths sums,
while enjoying my Tiramisu..

It's delicious! :D

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2010-01-20T18:58:00.010+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to me!

It's indeed interesting that you finally had some time
to sit back and carefully appraise yourself so that
you do not develop an unrealistic image of yourself,
to have the opportunity to re-account on every single
thing that you had done a few days back..
I finally got the time to blog! ! (@ , @)

I'd seafood for dinner with my family,
followed by cutting my birthday cake(chocolate mint) and so on.
Sad to say, there is no qualified photographer.
Hence there is no pictures of me! Haha!

As usual, I'd 2 birthday cakes every year and subsequent.
Rushed back home and packed all the required stuffs,
Met up with Dear's & Co,
OFF & SET TO WILD WILD WET!
Though it may sounds bored,
but it'd been quite some time ever since I've been there.
After all, we did enjoy ourselves very much!

Wah!! Hungry hungry after that!!
Down for steamboat dinner @ Bugis.
Ate till we're feeling damn full and bloated!
Anyway, the buffet choices are of variety and
the atmosphere there is commendable.

Back to Dear's home to cut my birthday cake.
He'd ordered it few days back before my birthday,
it was quite a surprise for me because I thought
that it was only a common looking mango cake?
So sweet of him! Thanks Dear! Loves! ^,^
And not to forget,
thanks for all the birthday presents and wishes too!

Wait, Now I've discovered that on my birthday cake..
it had only 17 candles! ! ! WTF? !

Night out @ Chinatown then.
That was really boring! Boo. =,=""

2010-01-04T19:16:00.009+08:00

It's my sister's birthday! :)
Photo quality defers due to blue lighting*

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Daddy lighting up the candles..

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Singing birthday song..

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Make a wish now!

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Blow out the candles..

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Time to cut the cake!

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Can I eat it up now??

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Hope you'd like the birthday present. :)
Happy birthday, girl. Loves!

2010-01-03T14:25:00.001+08:00

Down to Pets Lovers Center to buy Star's food.
Star really loves this! :D

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Ending this short post w a photo of Dear.
Dear waiting for me again while I'm doing my hair treatment.

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2009-12-30T01:48:00.005+08:00

A photo of Dear & I,

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Yummy,

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Christmas buffet dinner @ Sakura. xD
Over to Dear's co hse for mahjong and drinking sessions.
Thanks Dear & friends for all the christmas presents!
Merry Christmas!

Dear waiting for me while I'm doing my rebonding @ Hair Journal,

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Happily waiting for like 3 hours? Hehe.

2009-12-24T09:04:00.003+08:00

It's raining currently,
and the rain will continue till the late evening,
just like what the weather forecast had predicted.
Unexplainable uptightness and indescribable feeling of insecurity.
I felt so disorganized!
Everything's so unexpected,
And I've got to postponed all my upcoming plans now.
There's a lot of tasks which I've not completed.
Irritable, why can't I have more than 24 hours in a day?

Done reservation @ Sakura for Christmas' eve dinner! :)

2009-12-21T07:00:00.006+08:00

わたし欲しい行く買い物 ! !

Back from a christmas party @ Amway,
unwrapped my christmas presents heartily!
I've got a limited edition Disney snow globe and
a Disney photo frame during the gift exchange and lucky draw. :)

パンダ目 = 醜い
I've been suffering from insomnia these few nights.
It's 7am in the morning now,
yet I still can't fall asleep.
Had 14 cheesy hotdogs, 2 eggs
and 1 cup of hot chocolate milk.
And, I'm feeling extremely full right now.
I think I gotta lie on my bed now and force
myself hard enough to fall asleep..
Good night!

Snapped @ Orchard ION.

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2009-12-18T19:38:00.001+08:00

I'm currently looking for a temp job/assignment!
Any intros?

Tied my hair up in a bun shape, かわいい?

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Goodbye! :D
私はクリスマスの到着を待つことができない！

2009-12-08T23:54:00.000+08:00

Went shopping for Christmas presents today!
Spent around 400+. :C
Happily finished wrapping all the presents..
Hiak. I can't wait for Boxing day! !
Would be working tml @ Tampines One.

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2009-12-07T17:42:00.003+08:00

ビジービジー! !
The Ginvera's roadshow is finally over.
Had lots of fun working w the colleagues there too.
After work, meet up with Baby for steamboat @ Chinatown.
Would be busy till the end of next week.
And I finally received my pay for my previous event!
Arghh.. Haven't collect my reg mail yet.
I want to get a new handbag and wallet!
I wish that I could have 48 hours in each day.
私は奇跡を実現したい...

Before going to work,

My favourite Mango Ice Blended, (Thanks, shiying!)

With 2 of the facial girls,

ハングリー? ! Steamboat @ Chinatown.

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2009-11-29T02:41:00.008+08:00

(http://www.childrensociety.org.sg/events/fund_raising.htm)

Start off the new year by donating or volunteer as a fundraiser
for Flag Day event with your family and friends! :D
We need 2000 volunteers to help us raise funds to support programmes
and services for children, youths and families under our care.
CIP hours will be awarded to student volunteers participating on that day.

Flag Day 2010

Date: 2 January 2010, Saturday
Venue: Islandwide
Reporting center: To be confirmed

Time
AM shift: 8.00am to 3.00pm, PM shift: 12.30pm to 7.00pm, Full Day
Requirement: Volunteers must be 15 years old and above

To sign up,
contact Tiffany Lee or Iris Tan at 6273 2010
or email tlee@childrensociety.org.sg / wstan@childrensociety.org.sg

2009-11-29T02:09:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, meet up with Baby after my training.
Down to John little Christmas Sale @ Expo.
And I'll be working with Bio Essence again for their roadshow.
Starting work for the coming full week. (·,·')
Busy with interviews, trainings and briefings.
Gotta collect all my registered mails too.
Ending this very-short post with some photos.
Would update real soon. :)

Star w Rubik cube,

Grr..

John Little Sale @ Expo,

Taiwan snacks- yummy!

Donuts for my supper,

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2009-11-21T00:03:00.005+08:00

This post will be entered entirely in Japanese for privacy purpose.

こんにちは、それは午前0時現在です。
そして、まだ、私は眠りに落ちることはできません。
星の右側の私の横にある。
親愛なるはぐっすり眠ってすぐ。
なぜなら、彼は復帰するまでの初期の作品は明日だった。
貧しいかわいいでしょ？
彼は、より多くのお金を得るために望みながらも、
ので、彼はクリスマスに楽しむことが私を引き出すことができます。
ねえ、私は本当に感謝する。
すべて私の希望は、彼自身が疲れていないことだった。心の痛み**
してください自分の面倒をよく見ることを約束。
現在、私は仕事にも探しています。
本当に彼と一緒に、すべての費用を共有できるように願っています。

私はクリスマスの到着を待つことができない！
私の愛する人や恋人のためのクリスマスギフトのための買い物をしたい。
人と同じ私にとってもだろうか？クスクスと笑う*
ここで我々のクリスマスは、この日々を過ごしたしなければならない？任意のアイデア？
どのようにあればシンガポールでは雪になる偉大ななるだろうと、今年のクリスマス？

2009-11-19T04:00:00.004+08:00

I've slept through all the way for 23hours!!
Done some late shopping @ Compass.P w my sister.
Satisfied with my pretty mani & pedicure! (o , o*)
It's 4am in the morning now,
but I'm very energized without the slightest feel of sleepiness.
Heard that Star anyhow pee again! Grr! :/
Off watching my 桃花小妹 esp 5..

2009-11-18T00:01:00.005+08:00

Went down Mary Chia for interview today,
and was offered the job position as Beauty Consultant.
But turned down their offer due to d' unpromising salary package.
Hope there will be negotiation for considerations.
Over to Bugis street to find Jeslin as she was working there.
It's raining so-so heavily as I was about to leave.
And so sweet of her to shelter me over. :D
She was drenched instead. Lol.
Meet up with Chloe darling @ Bugis Junction then down
to Plaza Sing to do some shopping.
Dinner @ Swensen.
Back to nana's criby then. :)

2009-11-17T09:13:00.009+08:00

Cheers to the total extinction of all mankind that
befalls on December 21, 2012 - Doomsday.
Is it truely based on a trusted source, scientifically proven?
Or is it merely just a rumour?

Be it or whatever so!
Let natural take course then.

Few incidents that pissed me off,
I'm listing them one by one now..

1st incident:
Cabby-uncles don't know how to use the NETS machine

I am on my way to work.
And I supposed to be reaching my workplace earlier
than estimated time,
I've told the cabby uncle that my destination would be
@ Expo. To make myself clear, I repeated again.
Yet, he could mistook Expo for Changi Airport.
I'm still very patient with him,
as I glanced at my watch-time,
I'm still early. :)
The 3rd time I reminded him again,
"Uncle, I wanna go Expo Hall 5."
Finally we reached after making alot of unwanted rounds.
I was going to be late in few mins time.
I'm paying by nets,
The cabby uncle fiddle with the NETS machine and my card.
I was trying to figure out whether if he knows how to use it,
as my patience gonna run out.
I asked him nicely and told him I was late for work,
and if he knows how to use the NETS machine?
He didn't even reply!
After many unsuccessful trials and wasting of my time,
the cabby uncle told me to go withdraw money.
He don't even bother to drive me to the nearest ATM.
He didn't even apologise for all the inconvenience that
he had caused to me.
He don't seems to feel abit of anxiousness for wasting
others precious time.
He can't even be frank that he don't even know
how to use the NETS machine.
Or is it that he simply just acting-blurr?
I was very late by then.
Yet I got off the cab and rush over to the nearest
ATM to withdraw money for the cab fare and then
rushed back to the cab uncle. WTF?!
I asked the cabby uncle if he could drive me to the mrt,
(I'm at expo)
so naturally the nearest mrt is EXPO MRT,
which is just RIGHT behind us.
he almost wanted to drive me to TANAH MERAH MRT.
Luckily I stopped and corrected him on time.
The cab fare is still running.
I ALMOST WANTED TO RANT AT HIM!!!
After dropping me off, I still said a thank you. :)
Good patience ar?
I was late for 10 mins.
No apology, nothing.
All thanks to the Cab uncle.

2nd Incident:
Rude man

I was working @ my counter.
When I walked away for a moment and came back,
I saw a guy walked over and placed his
heavy bags on my products,
He acts like nobody business even when I looked at him.
I didn't reacted much at first.
But as he was about to leave,
the bag that he was holding hit my products by
accidental. some of the products fall.
He act as if nothing had happen and simply
walked away,
I scolded him, he acted-deaf too.
No apology. Mr.barbarian!

3rd Incident:
"Blind" and "physically impaired" towards the old.

I was on my way back home after work,
the bus was quite packed hence I've got no seat.
There was an old uncle with his leg bandaged,
hands carrying his stuffs, standing and holding
the hand rail so tightly.
A malay family in font of him,
sitting down and chatting away happily,
could simply feign ignorance and act as
if they never see the old uncle who needs a seat.
WTH?! Is their heavy butts so firmly glued to the seat that
they can't even stand up and offer their seat to the old man
standing very right in front of them?
Or is it that they are purely racist towards the chinese?
Such a disgrace! What an example for the next generation?

Be gone,
All pathetic, irresponsible, self-centered, and ill-mannered creatures!
They may not be blind, deaf or physically impaired,
but they are not much difference from one.
I wish that they would extinct from this world.
Either them or me, cos I just can't tolerate them.

2009-11-09T22:54:00.005+08:00

Working for these few days and next weekends too.
Enjoyed working with the colleagues there. (:
Robinson sale @ Expo hall 5 till 15 of November.
There are many branded products at hugely discounted prices.
Come shop now!
Visit my beauty counter - Phytomer & Decleor. :D
Been so busy with work for this few weeks.
Quite tiring but after all it was worthwhile.
I'd an interview with Lancome tml @ 11am.
But I'm still considering whether to go for it or not?
Off for my beauty sleep soooon.
Good night, friends!

Back from work,

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2009-11-05T15:07:00.008+08:00

Korean brand cigarette.
Dear's dad gave it to him.

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Yesterday, was a busy and tiring day.
Woke up early in the morning,
then went down to meet up with the client @ Tai Sing.
and rushed over to my agency company @ Raffles.P.
After gettin' my time sheets and punch card,
make my way down for a briefing @ Expo.
Didn't ate anything for the whole day!
Till the briefing's over,
went down to Tampines mall to shop for my work wear.
Can't really find anything that suits me,
I was so-so frustrated, exhausted and hungry.
Back to Nana's criby.
Btw, I'm starting work on this Friday.
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2009-11-03T13:37:00.008+08:00

Star hates my hammies,
it seems that he wanna eat them up!
I understood that this is quite natural,
because dogs had a nature hunting instinct.

Dogs = predators and hamsters = prey

But he seems to be dominant over other dogs too!
How do I ensure that my hamsters are safe from Star?

2009-11-02T03:01:00.011+08:00

Midnight,
I had an upset stomach. :(
Guess maybe I ate something unclean?
Awfully in pain. *Groans.
I was much better in 'd morning,
but still had not fully recovered.
Did not go for work today then. =,="

Shopping @ Plaza Sing and Bugis.
Splurge, splurge and splurge. =/
Aftermath, over to grandma's hse for dinner.
Then over to Compass point to get Daddy a new bed.
I've also bought a strawberry mat and treats for Star too.
Hope he'd like it? Nope, he better like it! =X
Shopped for groceries too. Back home then.

I've blinged my phone! ^ , ^

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Gotta attend an interview tml @ Marina Square.
Happy 1 year anniversary! Good night! ت

2009-10-31T21:24:00.005+08:00

Out with Dear for steamboat @ Chinatown.
Currently, it was still raining kittens and puppies. =,="
A good weather to turn in early for the night, perhaps?
I'd be working for tml too! Whoots. =/

Waitin' for Mommy to buy back my frog-leg porridge.
Ending this post w Dear's photo,
(took it secretly).

2009-10-31T09:06:00.007+08:00

おはよう!
Yesterday, was working @ Dhoby Ghaut.
After a briefing, start work immediately.
Thought maybe would be quite tough. 加油!
Fortunately for yesterday, least I did hit my quota.
Damn exhausted and tired but all worthwhile.
Dear came over to meet up with me after work.
Back to Tampines, and Yoshinoya for takeaway dinner.
Irritated, it took them so long before I was served,
you see at a circumstance where I'm extremely hungry!
Utterly dissapointed with their poor service and long waiting time.
I seriously think that they were short-handed,
It's like I've wasted like about 20 minutes waiting
for a particular fast-food item?
It seems that they'd completely overlooked my order.
Pissed off, I find this service totally unacceptable.
I was so pissed off at their lack of level of efficiency.
They were simply idling their time away,
not even a bit of anxiousness or trying-their-best to be quick.
Anyone had encountered the same too?

Be reminded to collect my cozy cot mail.
Anyway, Happy Halloween night to all!

2009-10-26T22:23:00.029+08:00

こんにちわ! （＾。＾）

名前: Star, ほしい [M]
品種: Pure Maltese
誕生日: 22/12/06

Beware!
Star is glued to anyone who has food or treats with them.
He would stare innocently while prying on the food,
hoping that maybe we'll feed him?

I'd difficulty potty-training Star!

He's aggressive and extremely lively and playful!
And whenever he did something wrong,
he would run and hide in dark places,
while at the same time trying hard to peek at us
so as to check out if we gonna scold him.
Overall, Star is incredibly adorable.
Laughs.

Tonight, is Dear 1st day at work.
Poor thug,
he's on the overnight shift!
I miss Dear and Star really badly.
さようなら

2009-10-02T00:21:00.000+08:00

愛してる, ฉันรักคุณ, 너를 사랑해,
Je t'aime, Ich liebe dich, Ti amo, Te iubesc.
In 7 languaes, but 1 meaning.

2009-09-14T10:21:00.010+08:00

Condolence to Dear's & family:

If one should say to you that the soul perishes like the body,
answer that the flower withers, but the seed remains.
For death is no more than a turning of us over from time to eternity.
May God be with them to survive through this painful ordeal.

I hereby extend my deepest sympathy to you
and each of your family for your recent loss.

2009-09-13T09:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, celebrated Dear's birthday.
Dine in @ Pizza Hut and then drinking session @ Duxton.
Omg, Dear ended up gettin' himself dead drunk.
Poor me uh? Gotta take care of him..
Lol, irritable but funny though.

And thanks dear for the 12inch Dumbo!
Aftermath, over to Cash Studio for singing session.

Anyway,
Happy birthday to my beloved girl, Emily!
Best wishes. Many loves.

2009-09-03T23:59:00.006+08:00

Happy 10 monthsary
with uncountable loves.

This coming Friday would be Dad's birthday.
And I'm planning for a surprise dinner for him.
Didn't had any ideas on what present to get for daddy.
Guess I could only made him a little birthday card. Haha.

Yesterday, I went to shop for Dear's birthday present.
Nah, and I gave him the present in advance.
But I actually intend to give it to him only when he is
celebrating his birthday on the 12(advance too).
Hoho, I can't keep secrets!!
Then I blurt it all out to him. Zzz.
Hope he truly like it.

Next week would be my N'level Language and SS paper.
Wahh! Wish me many luck.

2009-08-24T21:48:00.002+08:00

5 Reasons Why Man Falls Out Of Love & Leaves‏

REASON #1
The Pleasure Principle

Men and women want to feel good in their
lives and in their relationships.

If you're constantly freaking out on a man
about something he's doing or saying,
you're quickly turning into a person who isn't fun to be with.

He just won't feel that good being with you.

REASON #2
Emotional Experience

During quarrels with your partner,
you're angry hence you tend to say hurtful things.
Man has pride too.
If you doesn't respect him in front of his friends,
he will gradually drift further away from you.

It takes both hands to clap.
Man isn't always at their fault.
Only if the both of you admit your mistakes
and apologies sincerely,
things will then get better!

REASON #3
Lost Feelings of Attraction

Happy memories that the both of you had spent together,
Sad but be frank to say.
a hurtful experience erases everything.

Keep the spices of the relationship going on.
spend quality times together,
spend a date together,
or simply enjoy an activity with your partner.

REASON #4
Neediness

A man wants to be with a woman who brings "colours" to his life,
not take away his time, energy and emotional "stability."

So when a woman doesn't have much going on
for herself or her life BESIDES the relationship,
it's a big red flag to the man.

It tells him she focuses too much on the
relationship as the source of her happiness,
hence neglecting everything around her.

She stops hanging out with her friends as much,
she stops focusing on her own interests or hobbies
and she feels "controlled" by the relationship in some way.

The reality is that no man and no relationship can or should be EVERYTHING to you.
You shouldn't have to sacrifice all your
time and energy on a man.

REASON #5
"She's Trying to Fix Me"

A man can and will change and compromise for
a woman. It's a fact.

People are motivated by things they want,
not by things others want.
If you want a man to change,
you have to try to show him how it will benefit him and him alone,
not you or your relationship.

2009-08-17T16:57:00.015+08:00

Lend a helping hand;
Help to donate rice to stop hunger now.

I find this website very meaningful and beneficial for me.
Cos I'd get to attempt the vocabulary quizzes
and at the same time,
I get to help to donate rice
to help stop the hungar worldwide.

This website provides challenging
and brain-stimulating quizzes,
varies from all different subjects
like English, Math, Science, Geography,
Art, History, and more for you to attempt.
And for every each correct answer you get,

FreeRice* will donate 10 grains of rice
through the UN World Food Program to help end hunger!

You can play as long as you like and
donate as much rice as you like,
So what're you waiting for?
You're only a click away!

Click click..

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Click to play FreeRice now!

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Cheers. I've donated 820g of rice which
is equivalent to feed approximately
1 person,4 meals for 2 days.

*FreeRice is a non-profit website run by the United Nations World Food Program.
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2009-08-14T23:28:00.026+08:00

P.S: I MISS MY LITTLE DUMBO..

It's never easy to survive
through a heartbreaking ordeal,
but you never failed to be there to cheer me up.

Harsh decision. Awful words.
I think it is phantasmagoria
I feel so truly deep that the euphoria of the romantic love
never last.

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak;
sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let it go.

All the true words hidden deep inside,
but we just don't even know how to express it.
it's time for my last tear to fall and to smile again.
Lets end all these sufferings that we've been going through.
Tomorrow, shall be a brand new day again. :)

Anyways,
Happy birthday, Fiona!

2009-08-05T18:11:00.005+08:00

Here passed another month
and it was finally our 9 months together.
Time flies! And my prelim's round the edges.
Whoots, this month would be so packed;
with all the birthdays' celebration, exams, tuition
national day and of course not-to-be-missed
~ the lunar calender, Hungry Ghost Festival.
Wahahas! :D

I'd bought my long-awaited..
the Sims3's collector edition!
Yes, it was so cool and entertaining!
With all many more newly added enhanced options,
this simply explains why
I'm so-hooked on it for hours and hours..

Thats' it for now,
gotta go get ready now before Dear reached..
I wanna bling my phone! Hohoho.

2009-07-22T21:34:00.007+08:00

My dream house

I wanted it to be painted pink like the picture above.
And to decorate it in the Victorian interior design style.
The whole Victorian interior design style is,
in general, very lavish, luxurious and ornate.
The whole feel would be cosy, elegant and sophisticated feminine.
I wanted it to be furnished with pastel colours, ultimately pink!

Alright, enough of my day-dreaming..

2009-07-13T23:19:00.005+08:00

Well, I'd like to share a recipe. ^,^

Spicy Grilled Cheese Sandwich
(Nutrition breakfast for 2)

PREP TIME 2 Min
COOKING TIME + 3 Min
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READY IN 5 Min

Easy-Available Ingredients

* 2 tablespoons butter or margarine
* 4 slices white bread
* 2 slices cheese
* 1 tomato, thinly sliced(optional)
* 1/2 small onion, chopped
* 1 jalapeno pepper, chopped
* turkey ham

Directions

Heat a pan over low heat.
Spread butter or margarine onto one side of two slices of bread.
Place both pieces buttered side down in the pan..
Lay a slice of cheese on each one, and top with slices of tomato, ham and onions.
Butter one side of the remaining slices of bread, and place on top buttered side up.
When the bottom of the sandwiches are toasted, flip and fry until brown on the other side.

Alternative,
You can put it in a toaster oven instead.

Hope you enjoy it!

2009-07-13T21:14:00.006+08:00

Yesterday,
Dine in @ Manpuku again.
This time round, I've ordered Hokkaido Curry Drumstick rice.
Aromatic! Along with the superb tenderness of the chicken
drumstick with every bite. A must-try for curry-lover!
(Pictures unclear due to the poor lighting)

And Dear ordered the Hokkaido spaghetti curry soup.
This Asian curry soup was filled with a generous portion of
fresh prawns, potatoes, pumpkins, corns and asparagus.
He comment the curry soup was surely pleasurable.
Thumbs up!

Aftermath, we went shopping for new bedsheets,
dear's clothes etc..
And, Dear bought me a cute hello kitty cushion.
かわいい! ありがとう! 多くの愛!

New look!

2009-07-08T14:54:00.001+08:00

It's completely impossible to find a guy
who won't ever hurt you,
so go for the guy who will
make the pain worthwhile.
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2009-07-03T23:37:00.011+08:00

Morning,
I've received smses from Baby that she wasn't feeling well.
I have not fully recovered either,
and I need to get a medical leave to
cover a day for my absence from school.
Down to Pasir Ris Polyclinic then.
I have been visiting the doctor
so frequently during this month,
that I might had develop a "phobia" for medicines
and wearing of those ugly-looking-masks.
I just felt so-nausea at the sight of it. Yucks.

Being inquired on regarding my travel history/flu-like symptoms
was no longer unfamiliar.
This time, it was far beyond from what I had expected.
After taking our temperature, we were escorted to another room!
To my realization, we have added up to
the total number of suspected cases for Influenza A.
Mr doc placed us on home quarantine for 8 days ~ till 10 July.
Cheers or Boo? :(

My current symptoms :
Cough
Sore throat
Breathless
>Body aches
Headache
Tiredness

Hope Baby and I faster recover! :)

2009-07-02T21:33:00.019+08:00

幸福な8月記念日

It's our 8 months together.
I may be pretty clumsy at times,
I might have make you so-pissed off too,
But it was all those silly acts that keep you smiling throughout.

Many loves,
May God bless.

Happy Nana bought a pink bracelet charm + 2 pink sandals/flappies !

2009-07-01T01:07:00.006+08:00

W A H ! ! !
Down with a bad cough and sore throat.
I'm having almost all the flu-like symptoms ;
except for a high fever.

No chocolates, cold drinks and ice-cream!

I wanna faster recover!
It never feel good to be sick.
Dear gotta take care of me. :D

Jude had contacted with H1N1.
Gosh, hope he gets well soon!

2009-06-09T20:18:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, was out with Dear and Baby for dinner @ Manpuku.
Usual order: Cream Omu Rice

Dear's order: Spicy Miso Ramen

Today , was dear off day.
I had a terrible stomachache.
Due to the humid weather,
I gulped up all sorts of drinks/juices at my sight!
Vitagen + Orange juices + Sprite + Mango Ice blended.
Regretted for my harsh action,
running for the toilet again. Zzz.

A test shot by my C905 camera.

2009-06-06T22:30:00.003+08:00

Meet up with Mummy & Daddy at Tampines Mall.
As promised, Mummy's buying me a new phone.
I've always wanted a pink phone.
The day before, I checked with the retail shop
and they said that all Sony Ericson C905 was out-of-stock.
Singtel had no more stocks left either. :(
Disappointed, over to Starhub then.
Unexpected, Pink C905's stocks came in today!
Wow, it was timely! *Cheers.
Mom renewed our Maxonline and CableTv services too.

Retail: $398 (w 2yrs contract)

Thanks mom! I love you!